I've been eating constantly over the past few months, and gained about 30 pounds. They just moved into a new place because they're expecting a kid.
I have an overhang now, and all the pants that were too big for me in July, I can't button them because of my belly. Tonight was the party, and my fat *** is absolutely glued to this computer chair.
I used to get picked on some but not really anymore so its cool.
I like the way I look, I got curves lol just not always where i want them :/ but I still like it. I went to my dr today and had to get a check up on my weight and bp.
who weighs 520 lbs and think that I too skinny, I don't know but I feel like the skinniest girl in school but I'm actually the opposite. I love myself, I love my body, and I have much respect for women who do as well. " or "you look pretty." I know that they say it out of kindness, rather than honesty, but I don't need kindness right now, I need honesty. I traveled their by airplane and I didn't get their till supper time. When I got their I unpacked and my grandma called me down for dinner.
I have been through all the phases of accepting I am fat and hating that I am fat. I was talking to a man on here the other night and I told him I'm fat and how much I weigh and he said "You don't sound like you're fat from your stories".... Don't be afraid that I will get upset, because I won't. By the way I used to be a very athletic girl not anymore I got to the...
I'm 44 inches around now all the time, and when I'm stuffed I'm around 49. say I am about 5'2" and well probably 220 pounds, or 215. Last time I did I was 195 and I gained at least 10 pounds since then. I'm in a stage where I eat whatever I want and whenever I feel like it. and jean shorts that felt a little tight and went down stairs. I honest-to-god doubt I could get up if I wanted to. SO -- chairs and I am so fat that I got stuck in the desks at school. I've got stretch marks just about all over my body, especially on my stomach, hips, and back.
Their was a lot more food on the table then usual so I ate it all and then my grandma came in and said "you have a good appetite today"and then told me that the little kids she were watching arrived. Most importantly, when a fat girl is given access to free food, she’s going to stuff herself every time. They preached ‘Respect for your food.’ And ‘Appreciate your abundance.’ If we had leftovers, we put it in the fridge and that was what you ate before your next meal. The bell rang for lunch and all the kids filed out of the room until it was just me and the teacher. I guess I don't look that fat because of how tall I am.
I realize that, so far, death consequence is the only thing that brings me close to my potential energy.
I open my mouth and screech a piercing cry, which focuses me on my outer breath, a technique used in martial arts, in lethal battle.
and I was home alone all day, so basically I just stuffed myself the entire day. I could feel my tank top being tighter holding my ever growing belly. It used to be almost basically flat, but now it has pudge over it it. I am looking for a feeder to make me fatter and fatter. cuz my mom is and maybe cuz I eat when i am sad and when I am happy lol.
A little about myself: I'm twenty and I'm from New York. I love eating and stuffing myself and feeling my fat body grow.
Writhing in and out of the fetal position, exhausted and freezing, I lay cocooned in a tinfoil survival blanket at the Col of Patience, 1,000 feet up Patagonia’s most formidable peak, Cerro Torre.